Ok.
Life.
Got.
Complex.
I can't put this on my normal journal because I know they'll see it. Lowdown - the guy next to me in halls likes me, I like him, he asked me out, I said yes. Except we live together so its awkward, I've never been out with anyone, I'm a geek, people don't like me. People do not like me. I am not popular. I am not pretty. I am not thin, and he is STUNNING. Why does he like me? I can't figure that out? He said "I like you just the way you are, and who you are" christ,
I am so close to killing my flatmates its unbelieveable. On the good side I've just about finished all my coursework I have thelast question of my genetics problem to do then I can start getting my head down for exams =D
Minor tour in three weeks. So excited.
I can't believe Green Day tour is over though. Two of the best nights of my life.
This is all due in the next two weeks
2000 word physiology essay
3000 word cell biology essay
1500 evolutionary biology essay
2000 word cell biology lab report x 4
A 100 question assesed genetics problem
a 5000 word discussion project for evolution.
IM DEAD.
PLZ PLAY GREEN DAY AT MY FUNERAL.
In the last 3 days:
- I spilt a pot of boiling water on the hob over my arm and ended up with a trip to the minor injuries unit at the at Vale of Leven Hospital, since the nearest A and E is now in freaking PAISLEY and my parents refused to take me there. Thanks parents. Arm is now covered in cream and other crap. It hurts.
- Last night started having a fever and the shivers, achey joints and a killer headeache. Now I’ve got a very sore throat so we called NHS
This semesters timetable sucks complete and utter arrrrrrrg! Jack Bauer wouldn't have this damn problem! THIS CAN NOT BE SERIOUS?! 9am...THEN A HUGE JUMP TO 4PM@?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?
Monday
9am - Biochem Lecture
10am - 1pm Biochem lab
4pm - Med Bio Lecture
Tuesday
9am - Genetics Lecture
11 am - Genetics Lecture
4pm - Med Bio Lecture
Wednesday
9am Biochem Lecture
Thursday
9am - Molecular Bio Lecture
4pm - Medical Bio Lecture
Friday
9am - Biochem Lecture
[font="Verdana"]So I know I've been quiet but a lot of stuff has happenedthis summer, mostly bad but a lot of good stuff as well. Todays my last day ofsummer move in to my new flat tomorrow morning which means we shall beinternetless for at least two weeks but its ok I have my shiney new google g1phone to fix that! Means I might just about make it on every day to check letsall pray there is an unsecure wifi network on the street y/y!
Two years ago today, I saw Elliot Minor for the first t
its over and I've finalised my course choices for next year.
Biochem 2A and 2B
Neuroscience with Pharmacology
The Dynamic Cell 2
Gene and Gene Action 2
Immunology and Immune Response 2
It's moments like this that make me wish I had chosen a single honours.
"Engineering is the art of modelling materials we do not wholly understand, into shapes we cannot precisely analyse, so as to withstand forces we cannot properly assess, in such a way that the public has no reason to suspect the extent of our ignorance."
no wonder he dropped that crap. In other news I got a wad of cash for my birthday which is great, will spam with photos later when I have time as I am procastinating finishing my prelab stuff. Only my lab starts in half an hour so I should te
[size=2]“They lied to me! Butterfly bandage, but don’t worry you’ll never remember your head is far too blurry. Put her in the back of a squad car, restrain that kid! She needs her head put though a cat scan! Hey Ladeda I’m undeniable, hey Doctor! I’m certifiable! I’m a lose bolt of a complete machine, what a match; I’m half doomed and your silly sweet. Boycott love. Detox just to retox. And I’d promise you anything for another shot at life, imperfect boys with their perfect ploys. Nobody wants
My best friend is going out with my ex. We live together. All of us.
You know what it hurts like hell.
It really hurts.
And I have no right to be upset.
I don't want to see it under my nose all the time though.
I can't live here with that.
As soon as we hit the hospital I know were going to leave this town, get new passports and get out now.
I love this course, but I can't take being away from home for such a long time. It's sad isn't it. I'm 20 this year and I still get home sick.
What a joke.
The to do list
[b]~ Quantification in the Life Sciences Lab Report - Due Friday[/b] DONE!
[b]~ Biochemistry Lab Report - Due Friday[/b] DONE!
~ Biochemistry Tutorial Questions - Friday
~ Type up lecture notes
[b]~ Met lab questions - TOMORROW[/b] DONE!
WHY THE HELL DID I LEAVE THIS CRAPSO LATE?! Tonight I fear shall be an all nighter. I need caffeine tablets.
Your all screwed now!
So bloogy blooogy blooggy what can I put in here.
Place to rant my little mouth off.
1. It went too slowly.
2. Tuesday isn't coming around fast enough I NEED MY EXAM RESULTS
3. I saw a relaly nice pair of curtains that I want fo rmy dorm room at uni - if I get in see the above for details
4. The constant building work beside my house is driving me to clinical insanity
5. The lack of spell check will make this entry look like I am illiterate
6. How I Met Your M
Today
1. They lost our exam question papers
2. The multichoice was a left trouser leg take
3. The first two essay questions were nice
4. The SkewTlnP chart Q was bloody awful. I HAVE ballsed it up.
5. It was cold
6. 2 Hours went past FAR too quickly
7. JUST finished the paper
8. Bipohysics exam in just over 12 hours. Sheeet.
holidays off, national rail suck, glasgow sucks. bad day.
on the upper hand.
i am far too amusedy by twilight spoof angel delight-light.
and i have 4 seasons of 24 to watch in 3 weeks. this is achevable i'm sure.
If I die in my sleep are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be? Our lives read like the classified pages of what’s for sale, attention bidders here’s lot 35. Back down cash out that’s the city for you, break down, been let down, when you said; ‘it’s falling apart’ I thought you meant that you were falling apart. Every move I make is documented and graded for style, well remember this. The ambitious now hold the smoking gun.
I’m getting sick of their lack of fai
Back in halls. I miss this place. Tonight brought the lolz.
"You remember that movie flubber?"
"Yeah....ish..."
"Ok right, what would happen if you coated a knife in flubber and then threw it in to a room of people. Would it bounce off them?"
"Duh! Flubber!"
"I'd have to play with the amount of flubber on it then..."
"Then it defeats the point really."
"Yeah...what if I made a trampollen out of it...then we bounced a cow on it...?"
"It would become the first living satalite. I see a No
Which came first, the music or the misery?
I went to sleep a poet and woke up a fraud. A cliché but I do it best.
I've come to terms with behind a footnotes in someone else happiness. I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match, Mr Sandman shines his beam as he enters the room, bouncing back and forth on waves, head like a steal trap. I swore I would never end up like that but behind my back I already have, 'oh darling I know what your going though.' God I try to tell you, and
"Each broken heart will eventually mend,
as the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
some day you will be love.
You will be loved like you never have known,
and the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."