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  1. sammie
    I am so close to killing my flatmates its unbelieveable. On the good side I've just about finished all my coursework I have thelast question of my genetics problem to do then I can start getting my head down for exams =D

    Minor tour in three weeks. So excited.

    I can't believe Green Day tour is over though. Two of the best nights of my life.
  3. sammie

    The Summers Gone

    By sammie,

    [font="Verdana"]So I know I've been quiet but a lot of stuff has happenedthis summer, mostly bad but a lot of good stuff as well. Todays my last day ofsummer move in to my new flat tomorrow morning which means we shall beinternetless for at least two weeks but its ok I have my shiney new google g1phone to fix that! Means I might just about make it on every day to check letsall pray there is an unsecure wifi network on the street y/y!



    Two years ago today, I saw Elliot Minor for the first timewhen they opened with Fall Out Boy, two years later to the day I appear intheir new music video, which is a huge honour and a huge privilege. I can'tquite believe how fast two years have gone, in two years I've passed exams, gotin to university, passed first year of university and ended up travelling thecountry several times over to see this band. I'm not sure when this all startedI'd thought I'd end up here to be honest. I didn't think I would end up on theother side of the country, didn't think I'd end up meeting all the peopleacross the country that I have. I didn't think I'd end up with the friends Ihave.



    Despite the fact that my mum and step dad have split up, thefamily problems, the money problems the one thing that has kept me going isthis band. Yes I would do the 20 hour coach trips, the 18 hours sitting on coldpavements to see them, the sleepless nights travelling and the nights withouthotels all over again. My love for this band is much more than just music, its aboutthe friends I've made, the times I've had. The laughs, the aftershow partiesand hilarious inside jokes. I've had the time of my life this summer in the twoshort weeks they were on tour.




    [img]http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs137.snc1/5853_234787525315_564285315_8271972_2457962_n.jpg[/img]




    I can't wait to do it all over again in November, this yearsgig list if well packed! Looking forward to it, so instead of moaning aboutsummer being done already I'm gonna show off how many shows I've got to go to.



    Jacks Mannequin – 31[sup]st[/sup] August

    Green Day – 19[sup]th[/sup] October[size="2"]

    Elliot Minor Ireland,Glasgow, Edinburgh– 11[sup]th[/sup] – 15[sup]th[/sup] November

    EdinburghHogmanay Party – 31[sup]st[/sup] December

    [/size][/font] [font="Verdana"][size="2"][quote] Days and nights, they feel so good
    Just like the way they should
    Those crazy nights that were left behind were so misunderstood
    A missing photograph
    Never thinking of the past
    Well there's a light to see, and there's only one path [/quote][/size][/font]
  4. sammie
    In the last 3 days:



    - I spilt a pot of boiling water on the hob over my arm and ended up with a trip to the minor injuries unit at the at Vale of Leven Hospital, since the nearest A and E is now in freaking PAISLEY and my parents refused to take me there. Thanks parents. Arm is now covered in cream and other crap. It hurts.

    - Last night started having a fever and the shivers, achey joints and a killer headeache. Now I’ve got a very sore throat so we called NHS 24 and I am on the list of suspected Swine Flu cases. FML. No antivirus for me yet though, tbh I don’t need them…yet. However being in an “at risk” category apparently I’ll be getting them when I get a call back from the doctor. Good news is no curly tale yet.

    - Apparently the paper work for the flat is “not in order” and I’m missing a character reference even though I already got my DoS to do me one. Apparently you need two character references so I need to get another one could they not have told me this in MARCH when they took my bloody £800 in deposit?! Apparently not.
  6. sammie
    Elliot Minor was stunning last night, what a day, what an epic day! The more times I see this band live the more I love this band. I think I fell in love with The Misson District as well.
    Can't wait to see them next week in London.

    On other notes passed first year of uni! Exam results came back! A in Biochem, A in Med and a B in Genetics.

    Minus of the day the weather here is crap, everyone else has blazing sunshine or storms as we have dark grey nothing.
    nothing just dark grey nothing.

    FML
  7. sammie

    Its All Freaking Over!

    By sammie,

    its over and I've finalised my course choices for next year.

    Biochem 2A and 2B
    Neuroscience with Pharmacology

    The Dynamic Cell 2
    Gene and Gene Action 2

    Immunology and Immune Response 2




    It's moments like this that make me wish I had chosen a single honours.
  8. sammie
    As soon as we hit the hospital I know were going to leave this town, get new passports and get out now.




    I love this course, but I can't take being away from home for such a long time. It's sad isn't it. I'm 20 this year and I still get home sick.

    What a joke.
  9. sammie
    [font="Verdana"][size=2]I’m a young one stuck in the thoughts of an old ones head.[/size][/font]

    [font="Verdana"][size=2]When the others were just slipping away I’m trying to trick myself into falling asleep again. [/size][/font]

    [font="Verdana"][size=2]My heads in heaven my soles are in hell.[/size][/font]
  10. sammie
    Blink 182 possibly my fav band ever have reformed and are picking back up where they left off, new album and tour in the summer! Green Day are touring this year along with a new album, the "Torchwood: Children Of The Earth" came out yesterday and I think I had a small heart attack watrching it on repeat! Can't believe how good it looks! Saw the concept video of the new Red Dwarf episodes that wil air on Dave at easter and had another small heart attack! How many good things can happen this year?!
  12. sammie

    Someday

    By sammie,

    "Each broken heart will eventually mend,
    as the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
    some day you will be love.
    You will be loved like you never have known,
    and the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."
  13. sammie

    I Can't Live Here Anymore

    By sammie,

    My best friend is going out with my ex. We live together. All of us.
    You know what it hurts like hell.
    It really hurts.
    And I have no right to be upset.
    I don't want to see it under my nose all the time though.
    I can't live here with that.
  15. sammie

    "we're The Best Boy's"

    By sammie,

    Back in halls. I miss this place. Tonight brought the lolz.

    "You remember that movie flubber?"
    "Yeah....ish..."
    "Ok right, what would happen if you coated a knife in flubber and then threw it in to a room of people. Would it bounce off them?"
    "Duh! Flubber!"
    "I'd have to play with the amount of flubber on it then..."
    "Then it defeats the point really."
    "Yeah...what if I made a trampollen out of it...then we bounced a cow on it...?"
    "It would become the first living satalite. I see a Nobel Prize here!"
  16. sammie
    This semesters timetable sucks complete and utter arrrrrrrg! Jack Bauer wouldn't have this damn problem! THIS CAN NOT BE SERIOUS?! 9am...THEN A HUGE JUMP TO 4PM@?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?

    Monday
    9am - Biochem Lecture
    10am - 1pm Biochem lab
    4pm - Med Bio Lecture

    Tuesday
    9am - Genetics Lecture
    11 am - Genetics Lecture
    4pm - Med Bio Lecture

    Wednesday
    9am Biochem Lecture

    Thursday
    9am - Molecular Bio Lecture
    4pm - Medical Bio Lecture

    Friday
    9am - Biochem Lecture
  18. sammie

    Almost Here

    By sammie,

    If I die in my sleep are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be? Our lives read like the classified pages of what’s for sale, attention bidders here’s lot 35. Back down cash out that’s the city for you, break down, been let down, when you said; ‘it’s falling apart’ I thought you meant that you were falling apart. Every move I make is documented and graded for style, well remember this. The ambitious now hold the smoking gun.



    I’m getting sick of their lack of faith in me. How they doubt I can fit in at university, because the city if too posh for someone like me. Guess what, I made it. You didn’t. Suck on it.




    I will not live a life of feeding fashion to house wifes.
  19. sammie

    Benzene Tears

    By sammie,

    holidays off, national rail suck, glasgow sucks. bad day.

    on the upper hand.

    i am far too amusedy by twilight spoof angel delight-light.

    and i have 4 seasons of 24 to watch in 3 weeks. this is achevable i'm sure.
  20. sammie

    Well...that Was...

    By sammie,

    Today

    1. They lost our exam question papers
    2. The multichoice was a left trouser leg take
    3. The first two essay questions were nice
    4. The SkewTlnP chart Q was bloody awful. I HAVE ballsed it up.
    5. It was cold
    6. 2 Hours went past FAR too quickly
    7. JUST finished the paper
    8. Bipohysics exam in just over 12 hours. Sheeet.
  21. sammie

    Give Me A Sign.

    By sammie,

    I'm reconsidering who my friends are.

    "I keep screaming for help but no one noties, I'm taking it as a hint to shut the Lettuce up and go back to my rock."
    "Lmao I spend my life picking up after people but when I need a little extra help and a bit of empathy, I get apathy."

    I'm seriously struggling to keep afloat, I'm back to swallowing pills and breaking razors to make myself feel ok and you just keep going on and on and on about you. I'm sorry that there is **** going on in your life, I try despretly to help but you block every move. How can I help when you don't let me?

    But for once, for some bloody second will you please listen to me when I tell you that I need a little help.

    This world does not turn around you or I.

    Going back to my rock, I got the hint. Without realising it, you make me feel like nothing.
  22. sammie

    Twenty Seven.

    By sammie,

    “It feels like ten karats and no clarity when I look at the man who is our ‘king,’ goes to the desert to sing war his father rehearsed and come back with flags on coffins and said; ‘we won, we won!’ Permanent Jet Lag, please take me back, I’m sure this place is sick, please let me in, I’m not tripping, singing vows before we exchange smoke rings. Give me a pen, call me Mr Benzadarine, don’t let the doctor in. Only one really matters the rest of the proof in on the television. Call me Mr Benzadarine, don’t let the doctor, don’t let the doctor in. Have you ever wanted to disappear?”
  23. sammie
    "You wear that necklace like an anchor."
    "It is..."
    "But its band merch."
    "And? This band's music get's me though, some people like X go out and get left trouser leged, someone else Y smokes a crap load of pot every day. I listen to this band. What's so bad about letting your heart be owned by the beating of a drum?"


    I honestly don't think I could live without this band. Folie a Deux indeedy.

    [i]I can't explain a thing, I want everything, to change and stay the same,
    To not care about anyone to anything, come together or some apart.
    Oh baby when they made me they broke the mould.
    Wave your camera in the air like you just don't care.
    I will never believe in anything again, oh change will come.
    We will never believe in anything again.
    So spill your guts to a microphone stand.
    [/i]
  24. sammie
    [size=2]“They lied to me! Butterfly bandage, but don’t worry you’ll never remember your head is far too blurry. Put her in the back of a squad car, restrain that kid! She needs her head put though a cat scan! Hey Ladeda I’m undeniable, hey Doctor! I’m certifiable! I’m a lose bolt of a complete machine, what a match; I’m half doomed and your silly sweet. Boycott love. Detox just to retox. And I’d promise you anything for another shot at life, imperfect boys with their perfect ploys. Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy. You got me stalemated or was I just jealous that the camera lied. Paying tolls on the highway, truck stop stalls of love, lock less jails to deny my rules. Rookie leave you gun and your badge on the desk as you leave the room.”[/size]
  25. sammie
    Which came first, the music or the misery?
    I went to sleep a poet and woke up a fraud. A cliché but I do it best.

    I've come to terms with behind a footnotes in someone else happiness. I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match, Mr Sandman shines his beam as he enters the room, bouncing back and forth on waves, head like a steal trap. I swore I would never end up like that but behind my back I already have, 'oh darling I know what your going though.' God I try to tell you, and I get ignored, can't you see me screaming at you for help? You want to know why I kicked out at the world, regardless of the fact that it always kicks back a lot harder? Because no one is listening. Long live the carcrash hearts.



    The sad thing is it isn't my friends dragging me though this, it's a little blue disk spinning in my bedroom. "Crowds are won and lost and won again but our hearts beat for the diehards." The songs own the beating of my heart. I'll keep believing if you keep singing that lie.



    The golden rule is always the cruellest. Sometimes I wonder if its worth it, or are the lives we live just golden plated? The lights of this city are too heavy, when I catch my reflection all I see if the people who don't have time, don't listen. Cliché I know but the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens. A stitch away from making it and a scar away from falling apart, pray you don't grow up to be. Show me a starry-eyed kid, I wont let him get his hopes up, save him from him self a picture and a note saying; 'don't end up like me, it's only for your own good.' The stories getting old home wreckers with hearts of gold. It's been said so many times I don't think it matters, picking apart and falling apart to songs about hearts. It hurts but I think it was meant to be.



    Haven't you heard the word on the street? I lost it called it quits get in to the sun out from behind the gossip.

    Stop telling me "I know how you feel" and just listen to me for once.

    XO
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