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So What You Got A Crew? I Got One Too.

I am so close to killing my flatmates its unbelieveable. On the good side I've just about finished all my coursework I have thelast question of my genetics problem to do then I can start getting my head down for exams =D

Minor tour in three weeks. So excited.

I can't believe Green Day tour is over though. Two of the best nights of my life.

sammie

sammie

 

The Following Are The Reasons For My Lack Of Activity

This is all due in the next two weeks

2000 word physiology essay
3000 word cell biology essay
1500 evolutionary biology essay
2000 word cell biology lab report x 4
A 100 question assesed genetics problem
a 5000 word discussion project for evolution.

IM DEAD.

PLZ PLAY GREEN DAY AT MY FUNERAL.

sammie

sammie

 

The Summers Gone

[font="Verdana"]So I know I've been quiet but a lot of stuff has happenedthis summer, mostly bad but a lot of good stuff as well. Todays my last day ofsummer move in to my new flat tomorrow morning which means we shall beinternetless for at least two weeks but its ok I have my shiney new google g1phone to fix that! Means I might just about make it on every day to check letsall pray there is an unsecure wifi network on the street y/y!



Two years ago today, I saw Elliot Minor for the first timewhen they opened with Fall Out Boy, two years later to the day I appear intheir new music video, which is a huge honour and a huge privilege. I can'tquite believe how fast two years have gone, in two years I've passed exams, gotin to university, passed first year of university and ended up travelling thecountry several times over to see this band. I'm not sure when this all startedI'd thought I'd end up here to be honest. I didn't think I would end up on theother side of the country, didn't think I'd end up meeting all the peopleacross the country that I have. I didn't think I'd end up with the friends Ihave.



Despite the fact that my mum and step dad have split up, thefamily problems, the money problems the one thing that has kept me going isthis band. Yes I would do the 20 hour coach trips, the 18 hours sitting on coldpavements to see them, the sleepless nights travelling and the nights withouthotels all over again. My love for this band is much more than just music, its aboutthe friends I've made, the times I've had. The laughs, the aftershow partiesand hilarious inside jokes. I've had the time of my life this summer in the twoshort weeks they were on tour.




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I can't wait to do it all over again in November, this yearsgig list if well packed! Looking forward to it, so instead of moaning aboutsummer being done already I'm gonna show off how many shows I've got to go to.



Jacks Mannequin – 31[sup]st[/sup] August

Green Day – 19[sup]th[/sup] October[size="2"]

Elliot Minor Ireland,Glasgow, Edinburgh– 11[sup]th[/sup] – 15[sup]th[/sup] November

EdinburghHogmanay Party – 31[sup]st[/sup] December

[/size][/font] [font="Verdana"][size="2"][quote] Days and nights, they feel so good
Just like the way they should
Those crazy nights that were left behind were so misunderstood
A missing photograph
Never thinking of the past
Well there's a light to see, and there's only one path [/quote][/size][/font]

sammie

sammie

 

Worst 3 Days In A Row Ever

In the last 3 days:



- I spilt a pot of boiling water on the hob over my arm and ended up with a trip to the minor injuries unit at the at Vale of Leven Hospital, since the nearest A and E is now in freaking PAISLEY and my parents refused to take me there. Thanks parents. Arm is now covered in cream and other crap. It hurts.

- Last night started having a fever and the shivers, achey joints and a killer headeache. Now I’ve got a very sore throat so we called NHS 24 and I am on the list of suspected Swine Flu cases. FML. No antivirus for me yet though, tbh I don’t need them…yet. However being in an “at risk” category apparently I’ll be getting them when I get a call back from the doctor. Good news is no curly tale yet.

- Apparently the paper work for the flat is “not in order” and I’m missing a character reference even though I already got my DoS to do me one. Apparently you need two character references so I need to get another one could they not have told me this in MARCH when they took my bloody £800 in deposit?! Apparently not.

sammie

sammie

 

F You Weather F You!

Its hot its humid and nae chance of a storm now. Helensburgh appears to have developed a storm sheild.

sammie

sammie

 

Damn Getting Too Old For This Shizzle

Elliot Minor was stunning last night, what a day, what an epic day! The more times I see this band live the more I love this band. I think I fell in love with The Misson District as well.
Can't wait to see them next week in London.

On other notes passed first year of uni! Exam results came back! A in Biochem, A in Med and a B in Genetics.

Minus of the day the weather here is crap, everyone else has blazing sunshine or storms as we have dark grey nothing.
nothing just dark grey nothing.

FML

sammie

sammie

 

Its All Freaking Over!

its over and I've finalised my course choices for next year.

Biochem 2A and 2B
Neuroscience with Pharmacology

The Dynamic Cell 2
Gene and Gene Action 2

Immunology and Immune Response 2




It's moments like this that make me wish I had chosen a single honours.

sammie

sammie

 

The (shipped) Gold Standard

As soon as we hit the hospital I know were going to leave this town, get new passports and get out now.




I love this course, but I can't take being away from home for such a long time. It's sad isn't it. I'm 20 this year and I still get home sick.

What a joke.

sammie

sammie

 

Washed Out Anthems Make Sell Outs.

[font="Verdana"][size=2]I’m a young one stuck in the thoughts of an old ones head.[/size][/font]

[font="Verdana"][size=2]When the others were just slipping away I’m trying to trick myself into falling asleep again. [/size][/font]

[font="Verdana"][size=2]My heads in heaven my soles are in hell.[/size][/font]

sammie

sammie

 

Oh My God, It's Like 04 All Over Again!

Blink 182 possibly my fav band ever have reformed and are picking back up where they left off, new album and tour in the summer! Green Day are touring this year along with a new album, the "Torchwood: Children Of The Earth" came out yesterday and I think I had a small heart attack watrching it on repeat! Can't believe how good it looks! Saw the concept video of the new Red Dwarf episodes that wil air on Dave at easter and had another small heart attack! How many good things can happen this year?!

sammie

sammie

 

Holy Shizzzzz

Meteorlogy - A - 85%
Biophysics - A - 81%

Just waiting on chem now!

sammie

sammie

 

Someday

"Each broken heart will eventually mend,
as the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
some day you will be love.
You will be loved like you never have known,
and the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."

sammie

sammie

 

I Can't Live Here Anymore

My best friend is going out with my ex. We live together. All of us.
You know what it hurts like hell.
It really hurts.
And I have no right to be upset.
I don't want to see it under my nose all the time though.
I can't live here with that.

sammie

sammie

 

"we're The Best Boy's"

Back in halls. I miss this place. Tonight brought the lolz.

"You remember that movie flubber?"
"Yeah....ish..."
"Ok right, what would happen if you coated a knife in flubber and then threw it in to a room of people. Would it bounce off them?"
"Duh! Flubber!"
"I'd have to play with the amount of flubber on it then..."
"Then it defeats the point really."
"Yeah...what if I made a trampollen out of it...then we bounced a cow on it...?"
"It would become the first living satalite. I see a Nobel Prize here!"

sammie

sammie

 

What The ****************************

This semesters timetable sucks complete and utter arrrrrrrg! Jack Bauer wouldn't have this damn problem! THIS CAN NOT BE SERIOUS?! 9am...THEN A HUGE JUMP TO [email protected]?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?

Monday
9am - Biochem Lecture
10am - 1pm Biochem lab
4pm - Med Bio Lecture

Tuesday
9am - Genetics Lecture
11 am - Genetics Lecture
4pm - Med Bio Lecture

Wednesday
9am Biochem Lecture

Thursday
9am - Molecular Bio Lecture
4pm - Medical Bio Lecture

Friday
9am - Biochem Lecture

sammie

sammie

 

This Year...

Things have changed for me but that's ok. You don't have to worry. I'm still the same.

sammie

sammie

 

Almost Here

If I die in my sleep are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be? Our lives read like the classified pages of what’s for sale, attention bidders here’s lot 35. Back down cash out that’s the city for you, break down, been let down, when you said; ‘it’s falling apart’ I thought you meant that you were falling apart. Every move I make is documented and graded for style, well remember this. The ambitious now hold the smoking gun.



I’m getting sick of their lack of faith in me. How they doubt I can fit in at university, because the city if too posh for someone like me. Guess what, I made it. You didn’t. Suck on it.




I will not live a life of feeding fashion to house wifes.

sammie

sammie

 

Benzene Tears

holidays off, national rail suck, glasgow sucks. bad day.

on the upper hand.

i am far too amusedy by twilight spoof angel delight-light.

and i have 4 seasons of 24 to watch in 3 weeks. this is achevable i'm sure.

sammie

sammie

 

Well...that Was...

Today

1. They lost our exam question papers
2. The multichoice was a left trouser leg take
3. The first two essay questions were nice
4. The SkewTlnP chart Q was bloody awful. I HAVE ballsed it up.
5. It was cold
6. 2 Hours went past FAR too quickly
7. JUST finished the paper
8. Bipohysics exam in just over 12 hours. Sheeet.

sammie

sammie

 

Give Me A Sign.

I'm reconsidering who my friends are.

"I keep screaming for help but no one noties, I'm taking it as a hint to shut the Lettuce up and go back to my rock."
"Lmao I spend my life picking up after people but when I need a little extra help and a bit of empathy, I get apathy."

I'm seriously struggling to keep afloat, I'm back to swallowing pills and breaking razors to make myself feel ok and you just keep going on and on and on about you. I'm sorry that there is **** going on in your life, I try despretly to help but you block every move. How can I help when you don't let me?

But for once, for some bloody second will you please listen to me when I tell you that I need a little help.

This world does not turn around you or I.

Going back to my rock, I got the hint. Without realising it, you make me feel like nothing.

sammie

sammie

 

Twenty Seven.

“It feels like ten karats and no clarity when I look at the man who is our ‘king,’ goes to the desert to sing war his father rehearsed and come back with flags on coffins and said; ‘we won, we won!’ Permanent Jet Lag, please take me back, I’m sure this place is sick, please let me in, I’m not tripping, singing vows before we exchange smoke rings. Give me a pen, call me Mr Benzadarine, don’t let the doctor in. Only one really matters the rest of the proof in on the television. Call me Mr Benzadarine, don’t let the doctor, don’t let the doctor in. Have you ever wanted to disappear?”

sammie

sammie

 

We Will Never Believe In Anything Again

"You wear that necklace like an anchor."
"It is..."
"But its band merch."
"And? This band's music get's me though, some people like X go out and get left trouser leged, someone else Y smokes a crap load of pot every day. I listen to this band. What's so bad about letting your heart be owned by the beating of a drum?"


I honestly don't think I could live without this band. Folie a Deux indeedy.

[i]I can't explain a thing, I want everything, to change and stay the same,
To not care about anyone to anything, come together or some apart.
Oh baby when they made me they broke the mould.
Wave your camera in the air like you just don't care.
I will never believe in anything again, oh change will come.
We will never believe in anything again.
So spill your guts to a microphone stand.
[/i]

sammie

sammie

 

Pinching Myself In To Other Peoples Dreams.

[size=2]“They lied to me! Butterfly bandage, but don’t worry you’ll never remember your head is far too blurry. Put her in the back of a squad car, restrain that kid! She needs her head put though a cat scan! Hey Ladeda I’m undeniable, hey Doctor! I’m certifiable! I’m a lose bolt of a complete machine, what a match; I’m half doomed and your silly sweet. Boycott love. Detox just to retox. And I’d promise you anything for another shot at life, imperfect boys with their perfect ploys. Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy. You got me stalemated or was I just jealous that the camera lied. Paying tolls on the highway, truck stop stalls of love, lock less jails to deny my rules. Rookie leave you gun and your badge on the desk as you leave the room.”[/size]

sammie

sammie

 

It Was Never About The Songs.

Which came first, the music or the misery?
I went to sleep a poet and woke up a fraud. A cliché but I do it best.

I've come to terms with behind a footnotes in someone else happiness. I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match, Mr Sandman shines his beam as he enters the room, bouncing back and forth on waves, head like a steal trap. I swore I would never end up like that but behind my back I already have, 'oh darling I know what your going though.' God I try to tell you, and I get ignored, can't you see me screaming at you for help? You want to know why I kicked out at the world, regardless of the fact that it always kicks back a lot harder? Because no one is listening. Long live the carcrash hearts.



The sad thing is it isn't my friends dragging me though this, it's a little blue disk spinning in my bedroom. "Crowds are won and lost and won again but our hearts beat for the diehards." The songs own the beating of my heart. I'll keep believing if you keep singing that lie.



The golden rule is always the cruellest. Sometimes I wonder if its worth it, or are the lives we live just golden plated? The lights of this city are too heavy, when I catch my reflection all I see if the people who don't have time, don't listen. Cliché I know but the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens. A stitch away from making it and a scar away from falling apart, pray you don't grow up to be. Show me a starry-eyed kid, I wont let him get his hopes up, save him from him self a picture and a note saying; 'don't end up like me, it's only for your own good.' The stories getting old home wreckers with hearts of gold. It's been said so many times I don't think it matters, picking apart and falling apart to songs about hearts. It hurts but I think it was meant to be.



Haven't you heard the word on the street? I lost it called it quits get in to the sun out from behind the gossip.

Stop telling me "I know how you feel" and just listen to me for once.

XO

sammie

sammie

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